~DISAPPOINTED~

I was so happy because i thought i can see you very soon. I've waited for u for the whole day and when it gets later i feel more excited!! But suddenly the phone rang...*ring ring*..*ring ring*

Me: Hello!!
You: Wei,baby arr...
Me: Yes..
You: Tonight i am not going back already ya...
Me: *disappointed tone* Oh..why??
You: Because Fwed is very tired.
Me: Then you and Zen cannot drive meh??
You: No arr..coz Zen wanted to stay one more night also.
Me: *quiet*

Sigh..i am really disappointed!! Your call spoiled my mood. I am really sick of those feelings. Everytime when i am waiting for you happily then you will end up having something to do and i gotta start waiting again and again. I got something happy to tell you this afternoon but i wanna keep it first coz i wanna tell you at night when i see you online. Now i guess you will not wanted to know. Even if you wanted to but i don't think i will. I guess i really need to get used to not having you with me. I realised i depends on ur companionship too much. I REALLY DO!! I gotta get rid of it!

Well,i guess it might be happier to spend more time with friends. I can't do anything though and also from the previous blog i said that i do not want to quarrel with you anymore. And i mean it!! Although i know i am really upset with those disappointments but i guess there is nothing i can do. Is either i tolerate or to give up!! Well,i will not give up right now...will see how long i can tolerate!? If one day i really give up means i can't take it anymore.

Phew~Hope you will have a nice weekends!! Enjoy ur nights with your friends.